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Relinked~!

2008-12-05T23:28:00.001+08:00

okay, another blog.

http://sketches-flyaways.blogspot.com/

This blog will still be kept alive though, just wanna add some spice to my blogging life(:

Relink!!!

Dee;D

2008-12-01T20:56:00.002+08:00

I am happy and proud of myself(:
Okay, though I didn't accomplish anything much, at least I feel the momentum back again;D The momentum of doing more and more work and feeling gr8 about working(:
Did a chinese essay today, re-memorise 'Honour Band', figured out the last part of singale strokes and watched 2episodes of Hot Shot(:
I'm happy(:
Oh, btw two more new blogs coming up http://run-redlights.blogspot.com and http://sallyngxinhui.blogspot.com I think the skins are nice and will be working on them in the next few daysXD
Special thanks!
to..huiting for helping me to edit the html codings such that I can post to the blogs(:
to..Zile for helping me write out the rhythm of last part drum solo cos I have lost the entire score(:
Thanks to everyone~! And I am obssessed with Hot Shot

Good Day

2008-11-28T22:48:00.003+08:00

Being a little random. Surfed the net, and I can't believed that I randomly went to read Mother Teresa's Quotes..Anyways, they were real nice.

'It is a poverty to decide that a child must die so that you may live as you wish.'--Mother Teresa

'I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.'--Mother Teresa

I just loved them. Anws, hmph. Went to the P1 orientation at Pioneer Primary School today. Don't be misled that I am in primary 1 or wadsoeva, cos it's my brother's orientation. I think nowadays primary school syllabus damn demanding, and my brother has lots to suffer with those extra assessments that were included in the textbook package. GOOD LUCK AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIMIN, WHO ASK YOU TO BE SO CAREFREE IN THE PAST WHEN I AM RUSHING DEADLINES. LOL

Then, went to orchard for lunch and return to jurong point where I bought 2 pieces of clothing from This Fashion, thank you dagu who made it possible(:

I shall continue searching for more quotes...ohs and gonna catch a movie tmr with my cousins(: Beverly Chihuahuas or Madagascar 2? OMG, sometimes it can be quite a headache when you are tempted to too many luxuries. ;D

*Snap!

2008-11-27T15:56:00.008+08:00

Here are some outdated pictures taken from the past... Cos finally get to bluetoothed those pics.
Look at the mess at Coasta Sands Chalet during Tuesday's Percussion Chalet! Yr 3 seniors and graduated seniors are inside the chalet while the Yr 1 and 2(s) were left to barbeque the food. (Up)

Magic?! Fear not, it's Zile who's fanning the fire and flame when everything has been cooked and eaten up, LOL we didn't have the money to rent a bbq pit instead we used some bricks and an aluminium container to replace it. (Up)

Too fast Shuyu! Don't go away before the picture is snapped, omg, this is damn unglam! (Up)

This is not any better, omg, I look horrible after all the barbequeing. (Up)
This is Junianti in the chalet, eating ice-cream that Nicholas had bought. Thanks Nicholas! She looks comical(:

Some Sea Shells that Junianti and I picked up on the seashore at Pasir Ris Park(:

Some cute pictures of my ah ma(: Haahaa, I was trying to get that balloon beside her when my aunt snapped a photo of it, but somehow, it failed! She discovered me and grabbed hold of my hands(: LOL, clever ah ma.

Off we go...to the Singapore Flyer!

My lunatic brother! Look at his hair! I swore that he spiked it up with saliva!

Huiting and I on 97(:

After my haircut, which was like months ago...zzz Beware of the next photo!

Some lunatic genes that I share with my brother, I was sulking madly cos I didn't wan a haircut at first!

This is really outdated...Look, I am stressed with all the ace reader passports I gotta' do on the table! Depressed=.=

Quiz

2008-11-26T14:59:00.005+08:00

QUIZ TIME!!!!!quiz sabo-ed by esther(!) to do:
RULES: DO THE "LETTER MEME". TAG NO LESS THAN 5 OTHER PEOPLE,AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT, INFORMING THEM THAT THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.THEN COPY THE "HOW-TO" LETTER MEME,AND FINISH YOUR JOURNAL ENTRY.HOW YOU DO THE LETTER MEME:
Dear(the last person who sent you the message)
I don't really know how to tell you this, but___1___I think I realized it____2______3____and I saw you___4___ ___5___.I'm sure you're___6___enough to understand___7___.I'm returning___8___to you,but I'll keep___9___as a memory. You should also know that I___10______11.___12___,
-your name-
Q1 what's the colour of your shirt?
Blue-our romance is over
Red-our affair is over
White-I'll join the monastery
Black-I dislike you
Green-our horoscope doesn't match
Grey-you are a pervert
Yellow-I'm selling myself
Pink-your nostrils are insulting
Brown-the mafia wants you
No shirt-you're a loser
Other-I'm in love with your sister

Q2 which is your birth month?
January-that night
February-last year
March-when your dwarf bit me
April-when I tripped on sesame seeds
May-first of May
June-when you put cuffs on me
July-When I threw up
August-when I saw the shrunken head
September-when we skinny dipped
October-when I quoted Santa
November-when your dog ran amok
December-when I changed tennis shoes

3.which food do you prefer?
Tacos-in your apartment
Pizza-in your camping car
Pasta-outside of Chicago
Hamburger-under the bus
Salad-as you ate enchilada
Chicken-in your closet
Kabob-with Paris Hilton
Fish-in women's clothing
Sandwiches-at the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna-at the mental hospital
Hot dog-under a state of trance
None of the above-with george bush and his wife

Q4 what's the color of your sock?
Blue-knock out
Red-Insult
White-carve your insults into
Black-ignore
Purple-pour syrup onto
Grey-pull your clothes off
Brown-put leeches on
Orange-castrate
Brown-the mafia wants you
Pink-pull the toupee off
Barefoot-sit on
Other-drive out

Q5 what's your favourite colour?
Black-my best friend
White-my father
Grey-Bill Clinton
Brown-my fart balloon
Purple-my mustard souffle
Red-donald duck
Blue-avocado plant
Yellow-my penpal in Ghana
Orange-my Kid Rock-collection
Pink-Manchester United's goalkeeper
None-my John F. Kennedy-statue
Other-Me

Q6 what do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs-ManO.C-emotiona
One Tree Hill-open
Heroes-frostbitten
Lost-high
House-scarred
Simpsons-cowardly
The news-mongolic
Idol-masochistic
Family Guy-senile
Top Model-middle-class
None of the above-ashamed

Q7 what is your mood right now?
Happy-how awful I've felt
Sad-how boring you are
Bored-that santa doesnt exist
Angry-that your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed-that we're cousins
Exicited-that there is no solution to this
Nervous-the middle-east
Worried-that your Honda sucks
Apathetic-that I did a sex change
Ashamed-that I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly-that I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous-that I'm open
Other-that Extreme Home Makeover sucks

Q8 what's the colour of the walls in your bedroom?
White-your ring
Yellow-your love letters
Red-your Darth Varder poster
Black-your tame stone
Blue-the couch cushions
Green-the pictures from LA
Orange-your false teeth
Brown-your contact book
Grey-our matching snoopy bibs
Purple-your old lottery coupons
Pink-the cut toenails
Other-your memories from the military service

Q9 the first letter of your name?
A/B-your photo
C/D-the oil stocks
E/F-your neighbour Martin
G/H-my virginity
I/J-the result of your blood sample
K/L-your left ear
M/N-your suicide notes
O/P-my common sense
Q/R-your mom
S/T-your collection of butterflies
U/V-your criminal record
W/X-David's tricot outfits
Y/Z-your grades from college

Q10 the last letter in your name?
A/B-always will remember
C/D-never will forget
E/F-always wanted to break
G/H-never openly mocked
I/J-always have felt dirty before
K/L-will tell the authorities about
M/N-told in my confession today about
O/P-was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R-told my psychiatrist about
S/T-get sick when i think of
U/V-always will try to forget
W/X-am better off without
Y/Z-never liked

Q11 what do you prefer to drink?
Water-our friendship
Beer-senility
Soft drink-a new life as a clone
Soda-the incarnation as an eskimo
Milk-the apartment building
Wine-cocaine abuse
Cider-a passionate interest for mice
Juice-Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water-embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate-eggplant-fetishism
Whisky-to ruin the second world war
Other-to hate the Boston Celtics

Q12 to which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand-Warm regards
USA-Best regards
England-Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain-Go and drown yourself
China-Disgusting regards
Japan-go burn
Greece-Your everlasting enemy
Australia-Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt-Fuck off now
France-In pain
Other-Greetings to your freaky family
Dear Esther,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but_I will enjoy the monastery_I think I realized it_when I threw up_as you ate enchilada_and I saw you_carve your insults into_avocado plant_.I'm sure you're_cowardly_enough to understand_that santa doesn't exist_.I'm returning_your false teeth_to you,but I'll keep_your collection of butterflies_as a memory. You should also know that I_never liked_eggplant-fetishism_.Go burn_,
Sally
yours
This quiz is not meant to provoke anyone, it is merely for fun and laughter.
*5 lucky person who are to do the quiz
lucky person 1: Dwanive*
lucky person 2: Vera*
lucky person 3: Sebastian*
lucky person 4: Simin*
lucky person 5: Wanzhen*

Guilt=.=

2008-11-24T10:28:00.003+08:00

I shall start on my holiday homework, I am srsly lagging after 2 weeks of non-stop relaxation and play. It is miraculous to have read 100 pgs of a book this morning, I feel greatly accomplised and at least it made up for my guilt of being lazy. I srsly nid a printer!

You Are "Dizzy and Giddy"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy.

You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself.

Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in.

People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal.

You are most compatible with: A and AB

Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

What Your Cute Monster Says About You

You are a well balanced person. You have all aspects of your life happily in order.

Whenever you have a choice in life, you try to choose the middle path.

You inner demon is melancholy. You can be a bit moody at times.

People think you're cute because you are easy going. Your live and let live attitude is charming.

The Cute Monster Test

You Are an “A-OK”

Your life philosophy can be summed up as, “Whatever will be, will be.”

Your greatest wish is to live each day a little better than the next.

You are naturally calm and stable. Some people would call you a rock.

You feel one with the world. You are a spiritual person, though no one who knows you would guess it.

What Hand Gesture Are You?

Random Test..zz

2008-11-24T00:05:00.002+08:00

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.

You focus on living a quality life.

You're not easily impressed with novelty.

Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)

Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm.

Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men

You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

You Are Very Approachable

You can talk to anyone, and it shows. People are eager to start conversations with you.

You are open and friendly. You are willing to connect with almost anyone.

While it's great to be approachable, there is such a thing as too approachable.

Eventually someone will try to take advantage of you. Don't be afraid to say no or end an awkward conversation.

Are You Approachable?

What Your Flip Flops Say About You

You are hopeful and romantic. You love many people and many things.

You aren't unrealistic, but you do imagine things in the most ideal way possible.

You are a dreamer. If something exists, you've probably thought about it.

You don't think about what is, you think about what could be.

Your ideal warm weather place: Fiji

The Flip Flop Test

Zzzz..

2008-11-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

Pathetic~!
It's around 1.00am now zzz...just came back from the theatre show, 'David the Best'. Generally a gd show, no energy to elaborate much. But, there's totally no food in the kitchen when I am starving!
Grabbed a drink and biscuits, and now I can't fall asleep. There's Percussion Tutor at Yuhua tmr, zzzz..i dun think i can wake up early for it, I will be late!
BB

2008-11-17T18:06:00.002+08:00

1A'08 (:
CHALET!!!

Tmr is class chalet at Pasir Ris Coasta Sands. yay! Not going for Band Prac. tmr cos it's my grandfather 49th day death anniversary, but will be joining Huiting, Junianti, Kristine, Siying and YangSheng after their cca outside RV to head for the chalet(:

I feel bad that I can't join Band tmr, I srsly Y overture no.1 and no. 2 for wind band. I Y the tubular bells(: BB

My Weekend~!

2008-11-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

Bleh~ had diarrhoea last night, twice~! I think my stomach srsly very bad, just had diarrhoea a month ago nia...zzz This morning almost wanted to pon piano lessons, but I have no choice but to attend. Although I wasn't looking forward to it, I did I still manage to get over the entire lesson(:

Then, I felt lethargic, but I somehow got over it with cubing and folding of incense paper. So the whole day was about eating, cubing and folding incense paper lol!

Yuanning just chatted with me(: She sent me some nice songs from Mayday, she made me rmb the times when I like Mayday(: BB

Tutor At Yuhua

2008-11-15T23:13:00.003+08:00

Had percussion tutor at yuhua today that lasted from 9am-11am(: Shuyu, Shiqi, SYF(Shan Yi Fei), HuiSee, Xiaoxi, Priscillia and I went for tutor tgt. It was the first time I went to yuhua sec, quite a good experience. The bandsmen there were having band camp till Sunday. So we played some strokes and went to the musci room to play a percussion ensemble with the yuhua percussion juniors. We played 'Cruzin Jamaica', it is a lighthearted song, that enphasizes alot on syncopation. Well, it didn't turn up really well cos I lagged abit in the xylophone part.

Oh ya, and I solved a whole cube today. Finally, after ages(: Ohs, And I have gotten the nicenice piano piece from huiting, gonna practise it well and play well(:

2008-11-15T19:09:00.002+08:00

Watch the video below! You won't regret clicking on it to watch! You will luv it~!Y

How's it compared to a hot chick dancing in a bar? Haahaa, I think this is better cos the dancer in the video is my cousin, ASHLEY!!! Haahaa, isn't she gr8 at dancing? Her moves made me remind of my Hawaii dance during PreSchool Graduation Nite. Haahaa, hope you enjoy, feel free to comment at the cbox(: And hope it has lightened up ur day!

Today--a short one(:

2008-11-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

Unbelievable?! Nah, not for my case.
I have been sleeping at 12mn and waking up at 12nn for the past few days with exception to band prac. days. Bleh~I sounded like a pig!
Had my blunch at 12.30pm and went to my aunt's place, for pleasure and leisure. Read 'The Thing About Jane Spring', a recommendation from me(: Then, went home for dinner and headed for Jurong Point, where my aunt and I did some window shopping and bought some donuts on my part.
'The Thing About Jane Spring' is a great read! It is about a militarily trained girl, Jane Spring, who had grown up to undertake the post of a law prosecutor. She's intelligent, has the guts and has a mesmerising figure that any man craves for. However, being brought up by his general-dad, she was trained to think of commoners as uncouth civilians. This results in her obstination. She challenged the jury to sentence a lady to death, she made her stand clear and was assertive on having her way in everything. However, her self-centredness made man fly after having a conversation with her. Jane, was saddened by this and was desperate to change. Yet, she does not know what was her problem that resulted in guys leaving her after each date. It is a relatively humorous story, portraying Jane as she fanthom her way to be the woman that man desires. It is really an irony to see a clever woman having difficulties pointing out her incapabilities. Thus, this is a highly recommendable read from me(:
Well, I shall do the quizes as passed down from peiyao's blog(:
Type your name with your:
1)Fingers: Sally Ng Xin Hui
2)Chin: Bleh~my mum is beside me, I wonder what she will say if I practically use my chins to type my name!
3)One Finger, Eyes Closed: sa''i (this is the result)
4)Elbow: N/A
5)Nose: N/A
6)Palm: N/A
7)List four fandoms you have:
This word does not exist in the longman dictionery
8)Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
Yes
9)Have you recently dye your hair/cut it?
Nah, dun ever think of dyeing, it causes cancer. Yes, just have a haircut 1 or 2 months ago, gonna have another haircut before school starts.
10)List 4 people that you looked up to most
My grandfather, xiaogu, dagu, myself
11)How many pets do you own as of now?
I don't own any. However, my aunt own 2 parrots, 2 cats and 1 dog. Oh! And I am extremely terrified of the dog--Bruno.XD
12)Which do you prefer, white or black?
Black
13)Who is your most played character?
C'mon, this qns is vague!
14)Choose one or the other, not both.
-Be stuck on an island with a friend
-Be stuck on an island with 5 acquaintance
hmm..be stuck on an island with 5 acquaintance. I luv to noe new frens and, 6 people on a deserted island is better with just 2>.<
15)Name 3 aspects that tell who you are.
-Small eyes
-Bullet Train Speed talking
-Luvs to beat the table
16)If you have a power, what would it be?
To revive someone.
17)Who is the last person you talked to?
My maid
18)Who is the last person you said 'I love you' to?
my brother
19)Write down the first five words that pop up in your head?
What am I gonna write?
20)What's one thing you think you could do better?
Hmph...play my scales better.
21)Do you like the way you are?
Yes! But, maybe not so egoistic.
22)Choose summer of winter?
Summer, fun under the sun!
23)Choose rain or snow?
Rain, it is better to sleep(: (same as peiyao)
24)Water or ice?
Water, i dun have to wait till the ice to melt before it changes into water.
25)List one odd thing about yourself
I can sleep for more than 14 hours at a shot and still wanna sleep more!
26)What are your 2 habits?
Clutteredness and Pessimism
27)Now list 6 people who are to do this quiz.
-Vera
-Celine
-Simin
-Sebastian
-Yiheng
-Xueqiang

--Done--

First few days of holidays...

2008-11-12T21:10:00.002+08:00

Monday was a slackish day. Didn't do much, just stone while keeping the comp on. Browse ppl's blog, pestering them to do the surveys for the math survey project with Junianti.
Had Band from 8am-5pm on tuesday. Gosh~! I was LATE by 15mins cos I thot that band starts at 9pm. On the verge of despair, I took 97Express, but unfortunately was late. Played strokes and epicus no. 1. Huiting went for psl camp and had to return home with shiqi, peiling, shuyu and wen rui(percussion tutor). I was told that, WE WILL BE HAVING PERCUSSION TUTOR ON SATURDAY! I thot only woodwind and brass instruments need tutor, didn't expect that percussion needs tutor at yuhua too..but i like it(:
Today, a very fateful day. Chatted with yiheng. I was quite disappointed that he actually mistaken me as someone else, but don't take it to heart okays? I was just disappointed that someone had been conversing with me without knowing who I am. Probably, this is a resultant effect of online communication. Think I better get a webcam next time, then I would be able to look at the person while I chat with them(: Anws, I do hope to noe who I am mistaken with..if i'm not wrong, it must be clarissa. =.=''' Then, went to the library to clear my $21 fine..WOW!! I finally went through the whole library altogether! I think it was a great feat, cos since the library was built 2 years ago, I hadn't really take the chance to go around it carefully and had always been limited to the children's section. So, I finally went to the adult section and borrowed two books: 'Loose Lips' and 'The Thing About Jane Spring'. They are great books(:

Tests

2008-11-10T22:33:00.003+08:00

[x] = yes

[-] = maybe

[ ] = no

SCHOOL LIFE CONFESSIONS

[ ]Talked back to a teacher

[-]Been kicked out of a classroom

[ ]Worn PJs to school--wth?

[X]Had your tooth fall out at school--yes, and many many times X=

[x]Gotten lost in your schoolthe first day of school.

[ ]Broken the dress code in school

[-]Completely failed a test--maybe some english vocabulary tests>.<

[X]Left class without asking--usually for important stuffs that affords no delays.

[ ]Missed a whole week of school

[X]Thrown up in school--Oh yes, many times in primary school when I even thought I have some stomach cancerX=

[ ]Been beaten up at school

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS

[-]Argued with your parents a lot--not alot, but still do.

[X]Argued with your brother(s)--Sure! Everything from Earth to Space can be the subject of our argument!

[ ]Argued with your sister(s)--Bleh! No sisters

[X]Have your own room--Yup! Thanks to my maid, it is quite tidy

[-]Do your own laundry--sometimes, when things get desperate

[ ]Cook dinner once in a while--I don't even noe how to cook instant noodles!

[X]are loud & obnoxious at home--Sure! I can get really dramatic at home!.

[x]wear pyjamas when you are not going anywhere--sometimes i even wear pys outXD

[x]you sleep in very long--hmm, does 12mn-1pm sounds long?

[-]all you do is watch television--it is better phrase if it is,'all you do is watch downloaded vids on mysujo and tudou'.

[-]your family makes you cry alot

[X]one or both of your grandparents live with you--It should be, I volunteer to live with them at their house.haahaa

[-]you can't stand being with your parents

FRIEND CONFESSIONS

[-]you currently dislike one or more of your friends--heck care

[X]you are jealous of one or more of your friends--it's a secret

[-]known a friend your whole life--just let me name a few, Gina(N3-K2B), Jazlyn(2truthfulness-6tolerance)

[X]your friends are all taller than you--of course! I am not really that tall

[ ]you have been ditched by a friend.

[x]you have memorized a friend's phone number--Sure! 81133976(guess who's this?)

[x]lost/forgotten a friend's number--this scenario always happens

[ ]been to all your friend's house

[x]you love most of your friends

HABIT CONFESSIONS

[X]bite your nails--in the past

[ ]an odd obsession with knives--hmph, i ain't lunatic, am i?

[ ]cannot sleep with door closed

[ ]cannot sleep with door opened

[ ]at least 1 sound you cannot stand--ever since I joined percussion, all sounds are pleasant to my ears

[ ]write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers--i dun write, but i watch

[-]good at telling lies

LOVE CONFESSIONS

[X]you currently like someone

[X]want to kill 1 of your ex

[ ]stay committed for an unusually long time--no, i am not commited

[-]get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily--depends if the person can keep me laughing anot...

[X]crush/bf/gf called you a bitch before

[ ]crush/bf/gf called you self-centered before

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS

[ ]you hate george bush

[-]abortion is horrible & should be illegal--depends, some ppl have their own views

[x]gay marriage is fine to you if they like it--as long as such ppl don't affect my thinking.

[ ]boys make better friends than girls do--I used to think so, but not now.

[ ]beach is an excellent place for a date--A date would be perfect if alot of laughing is involved, silence is awkward.

[ ]pink is an ugly colour

[X]needles aren't so horrible

[ ]human flesh tastes like fine aged veal--I ain't cannibal

==EVER CONFESSIONS

[X]fallen down the stairssoon

[ ]someone tied your shoelaces togetheri was doing my work

[ ]had a nail fallen off

[ ]captured, manipulated, destroyed a soul by Arcs Falcrisis that supposed to be a game or something?

[ ]had surgery

[ ]slapped someone across the face.

[ ]killed someone--if so, would I still be blogging merrily here?

[ ]someone has called you a tease

[ ]been to Europe--even if i'm given the chance to, I wont even wanna, adventure camps are much gr8er

[X]worn something inside out for a whole day--Haahaa, srsly i did

THE SELF

[1]Name: sally ng xin hui.

[2]Nickname: my primary school frens call me 'silly sally', my aunts called me 'pighui'

[3]Married: NO

[4]Zodiac Sign: cancer.

[5]Gender: female.[6]Age: 13.

[7]High School: RVHS

[8]College: not yet.

[9]Height: last time i measured was about 160.

[10]Weight: hmm. 40kg i think o.o

[11]Do you like yourself: duh.

[12]Piercings: not at all, i'm innocent

[13]Right or left: NA

[14]Are you a freak: maybe o.o

[15]Hair: black.

[16]Skin: Is this some sort of stereotyping quiz?..White, but not pale

[17]Allergic: NA

[18]What are you doing now: THIS, most duh-ing qns eva!

[19]What will you do 1h later:Be in bed, and stressed over money.

[20]What will you do 10 years later: 10 years.. might still be studying, and still stressing over my money.

THE FAMILY

[21]Live with parents: Unstable, sometimes with my grandparent and aunts

[22]Siblings: Ng Wei Min, the naughty skinny uncle, who calls people: fat snake stomach X=

[23]Found your other half: not married/seriously not attached yet :D

[24]If yes, who is he/she: not applicable (NA)

[25]If no, who you want he/she to be: I dun tell u, wad if i wanna be a les?

[26]Time(s) you in relationship: NA

[27]Ever woo boy/girl: LOL. no :D

[28]Anyone woo you before: zzz, idk xD

[29]Anything wrong to your other half: NA

[30]What was/were the wrong you had done: NA[31]Ever argue with your other half: NA[32]You with your other half since: NA

[33]Are you straight/lesbo: considering ==

[34]Reasons you love your other half: NA

[35]you & your other half in which stage: NA, this is a dumb qns

[36]you woo he/she or he/she woo: NA

[37]the enemy you hate most: no enemies in my life.

[38]your most beautiful girl friend: err... everyone's beautiful luh :D

[39]most handsome guy friend: zzz. beauty is in the eyes of the beholder :D

[40]the kind of girl you dislike the most: arrogant, self-centered.

[41]the kind of guy you dislike the most: AA, ACBC.

[42]fell in love with your close friend before: maybe.

[43]your best friend is your ex lover: no.

[44]if your friend backstabbed you: frens who backstabbed are not frens :D

[45]if your best friend betrayed you: go away lah, who needs you xD

[46]if your friend woo your lover: NA.

[47]if your friend falls in love with you:impossible

[48]if you fall in love with your best friend: hmm... usually best friends are better than lovers, so i prefer to not fall in love, yea?

THE STUDIES

[49]are you a good student: not really, quite depressing D:

[50]you always done your homework/assignments: always.

[51]teacher/tutor you love the most: Mdm Wong and Mdm Huang.

[52]always late to sch/college: Close Shear

[53]you love your seniors: NO

[54]senior who you love the most:No

[55]your classmates good/bad: GOOD LAH.

[56]excellent result classmate: Junianti!!! The one whom ppl felt like strangling

[57]laziest classmate: idk xDTHE PEOPLE

[58]smart people: Everyone

[59]stupid people

[60]good-looking people: o.o everyone's good-looking in their own way.

[61]ugly people: hmm... none xD

[62]funny people: junianti, peiyao.

[63]cute people: yuanning

[64]bad people: define bad.

[65]honest people: no one person can be honest for their whole lives.

[66]acting people: hmm.. no comments.

[67]what kind of person are you: H3y, why should I judge myself?

.THE PREFERENCE

[68]Lip or eyes: Lips

[69]hugs or kisses: Kisses

[70]shorter or taller: taller.[

71]hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous

[72]nice stomach or arms: arms

[73]listener or talker: listener. talker

:D[74]romantic or rich: hmm.. romantic. not materialistic xD[

75]good husband or good father: both. :D

THE FUTURE

[76]able to get married: possibly.

[77]no. of kid(s): idk.

[78]career: not sure.

[79]salary: enough to sustain good life :D

[80]retirement age: don't know. see if i like my job/not.

[81]properties values: idk?

[82]wishes: lead a healthy and happy life. must be purposeful

finally, i'm done!

PhotoFuni@!

2008-11-10T10:13:00.005+08:00

Was just browsing through ppl's blogs...and I came to Sylvia's blog(: I found some edited photos of hers and wanna try the effects of those. Below are some samples(: However, I didn't manage to put the pictures' html code into the template successfully): So, they can't remain permanent on my blog): I tried typing , but unfortunately, it all failed): Hmph, pls tell me if u noe how to insert images codes into html templates(: tyvm>.< 1Andonly'08 Class Photos(:

The picture displays,'Sally <3>. This picture had appeared in my earlier blog. It was made by Ng Yong during our CID project, out of wires(: And he had captured it(:

Can you spot the Ferris Wheels on the bells hung on the Christmas Trees? (: After taking a ride on the Singapore Flyer, I've came to <3> alot, especially when it stands out from a mesmerizing evening sun(:
Credits:http://www.photofunia.com/

Dedications...(:

2008-11-08T22:11:00.003+08:00

Ohwell! Dedications(:
I've just read Yiheng's and Joey's blog and saw their super-duperly loooong dedications msg-es to their classmates(: It was realli nice of them to have done so(: So, I think I shld also do some reflections for the year and dedicate to those whom are precious!
This year, I must say, is the most dramatic year of all that I have been through. It is a year of joy, excitement, anger and sadness. In the beginning of the year, I was rather an 'introvert' I would say, cos I didn't really interact with my classmates and didn't really had real friends): But, somehow ppl along the way changed me and now, I am really happy to have you all beside me!

First and foremost!!!To Junianti: You were the first person who interacted quite alot to me(: At first I didn't know you had such intelligent genes in you. It was until I found out that you were scoring straight As, then I tried to start conversations with you by saying that I wanted to beat you in gpa(: And there goes, who did quite a few projects together, and ace-ed them merrily(: Like firstly, we did the geography presentation in term 1 with clarissa. I still rmb when you came stayed at clarissa's house till 8pm and I had to guide you to take the bus home(: And I stayed till 11pm! In the end, we both scored well for the presentations(: Then was the Info-Brochure Project! We met up in the library and kanna scolded by the librarian for cutting and pasting in the library. But, luckily, we managed to sneak into the library and get our work done! And, we ace it! Oh! While I was having sore-eyes and didn't attend school, you chose me as part of your grp tgt with peiyao, and siying(: I must really say, this was the greatest grp I have ever been in for this whole year! And now, we are doing another project again--maths hols survey(: I have faith that we will do well again(: I believe that you will continue to get straight As while you get yourself involved in SC and PSL work! Because I can see the drive and self-management in you(: Also, you were extremely comical and optimistic(: You are a JOKER!

The next important people to my school life was Vera(: I dun think I need to elaborate much, becos we both noe what we have been through tgt(: I must say! Vera, you are realli a nice person to be with! Whenever i'm with you, I will be quite dramatic and get really truthful with you(:

Huiting, you are a gr8 person to be with! You are a great oboe-ist too! You have the enthusiasm that I don't and you are really responsible in your work(: Although sometimes you are rather a.p, but I can understand(: However, you are the one who always suggest new ideas, new places to go to and you are daring enough to try! yay! I always felt brave when i'm with you, i feel really secure(:

Next is none other than yueling! You are fun-loving! You are nice to hug! And you have been through the lowest times of mine tgt with me! I am supposedly your er-nai(: I am honoured to be! You have to be really brave in future okays? Cut strings, I noe you do hesitate, but you will regret if you don't(: Oh! and I will never forget what you've said:'Single is Simple; Double is Trouble; Triangle is Terrible' You gotta be reminded of this too(: I love'ya lots!

Now I shall dedicate to Yuanning(: I noe you love to play b.ball alot and u r realli gr8 at aiming for the goal(: jys! And hope triathelon will help u grow tall! Though u kept saying that you have a very high EQ, and I was mocking at you. But, I srsly think that you have a gr8 EQ! Becos you are patient and not that paranoid and stubborn as me! You are a gr8 person to be with, you are also very comical(: Hope to be your tablemate next yr! yay!

Ohya, peiyao. You are realli quite A.A, but it is gd to be frank at times. And, you are really a burping king! PLus, you are a real joker, who always brings up the atmosphere(: I admire your intergrity, you are a really good student. Participative, attentive and u do love to clarify your doubts. It was great to be your tablemate for a term while you have a broken arm! I must say, you are great at running, though u ran in a funny manner. Oh, you are flexible, gd at acting, gd at sports, math and cubing! Overall! You are gd! Hope to be in your group next year again! It is great to be in your group!

Oh daniel! You must be confident okay? You are really gd in your studies, but you just lack abit of confidence. You are really gd at map-reading, a walking-map I must say! I hope you get a gd barber the next while you get comfortable with your surrent hairstyle(: It is nice luh, srsly(: Jys for next yr!

And Peiquan. Yueling, Huiting, Yuanning and I are all determined to get you out of your 'niang-dressing' Hope you like your bdae present, cos i did chip in(: Dun gong okay? U are really gd at ur studies, just have to brush up on LA and all will be fine(: Don't let the other guys look down on you and..and...oh! You are kind and nice! You'll always extent ur helping hands to me(: Ty for giving me half of ur games coupons on learning symposium cos i've lost it! it was really nice of u(:
For who I did not mention, everyone had impacted on my life in a way or two. I am really grateful to all(: Jys everyone! let's work towards the future and be happy(:

Results!

2008-11-08T18:13:00.002+08:00

Since Junianti had alr posted her results on her blog, then I shall post my results too!

Geography-->84(A1)

German-->81(A1)

Higher Chinese & Chinese Culture-->69(B3)

History-->84(A1)

Lang Arts-->75(A1)

Maths-->86(A1)

Science-->80(A1)

Art-A

Dance-A

Drama-A

Music-A

Cid_Humanities-A

Cid1-A

DnT-B

IT-B

PE-B

Total Score:559/700

Overall Average:79.9

GPA:3.9

--Promoted to Year 2--

As usual, Junianti was top. But I was rather stunned to be second.

Went to the K2 Graduation Ceremony at SP ytd(: The K2 students were very adorable while they dance their way down traditional folk songs to hip-hop rock...

Reverse Psychology o0...

2008-11-05T21:41:00.002+08:00

Vera: I hope it won't happen tmr...
Sally: The more you wish that it won't happen, the more it will happen(:
Vera: LOL
Sally: This is Reverse Psychology..
Vera: oO.
Sally: But, on a second thought, if you were to say that something would happen if you wish it would not happen, then it would happen!
Vera: Yaya...confusing, complicated and complex sia
Sally: This is r'everse reverse=positive' psychology...
Vera: LOL
What a paradox~! In math, positive and positive gives negative. If we were to think in the 'math sense', then 'I refuse not to eat.' this sentence would then meant one likes to eat. But in literal sense, the negative has doubled its effect to suggest that I really refuses to eat. =.='''
Tmr is learning symposium...totally slack! Except for students who have to do presentations, the rest will have to attend talks, class presentations and play some games. And the whole thing ends like.. 4pm...
Sianzzz

Yay(:

2008-11-04T20:50:00.002+08:00

The band prac. that I have most not anticipated for, was OVER!
I shall practice hard tomorrow and play well for this friday's practice(:
Ohwell! Todae..hmmm..let me think and recount abit..(:
Firstly, in the first period, we were given a free period. Donk3y, Vera and I discussed about our cip @ science centre this hols! Donk3y said that we need to attend a 5-hour training session before we were allowed to volunteer during next yr's hols): Sadded, but it gonna be fun to attend to the training sessions with vera n donk3y(: PE was also a free period cos mr. keith is not here todae...
During recess, I suddenly felt like dancing?! lOl Then Hualin sang the HSM3 song..it goes like,"Give me your hand..." Then i took vera's hand. "Now close me tight..." Then vera and I stared at each other, we stoned, 'hug' each other and broke out into laughter...(: Vera said she wanna dance waltz, so we tried a few steps and I depicted the scence of both of us dancing...it was a laughing-stock! Imagine vera doing twirls, while I am the male dancer? lOl
--Band-- Drum Strokes were okay(: Epicus No. 1 was okay(: Fine! Gd!
I spotted this test at clarissa's blog, so went to took it(:

Your Superpower Should Be Mind Reading

You are brilliant, insightful, and intuitive.

You understand people better than they would like to be understood.

Highly sensitive, you are good at putting together seemingly irrelevant details.

You figure out what's going on before anyone knows that anything is going on!

Why you would be a good superhero: You don't care what people think, and you'd do whatever needed to be done

Your biggest problem as a superhero: Feeling even more isolated than you do now

What Should Your Superpower Be?

Wow! Not bad, not bad! I luv mind-reading, just like a psychic!(:

You Should Rule Jupiter

Huge and hot, Jupiter is a quickly turning planet with short days and intense gravity.

You are perfect to rule Jupiter, because you are both dominant and kind.

You have great strength and confidence, but you never abuse your power.

You are always right. Even if you make mistakes, you compensate for them... before anyone knows it.

Headstrong and ambitious, you always have a goal in mind. You are optimistic and believe thing things will always work out.

What Planet Should You Rule?

Wow! Jupiter! That very big planet which I used to point to on the atlas when i'm young! Nice memories(:

There's a 36% Chance You've Been Abducted By Aliens

Even though you have a few alien abduction signs, you're almost certainly in the clear.

However, if aliens ever do come to your neck of the woods... they'll probably be coming for you!

What Are the Chances that You've Been Abducted by Aliens?

Haahaa, I better watch out=.=

You are 67% Cancer

You are 67% Cancer

How Cancer Are You?

Sadded>.<>

Okays, I shall read Kindaichi Shounen Chinese Version Novel after bathing(: BB

Stressed!

2008-11-03T21:44:00.002+08:00

"Oh Shyt! Tmr is band!" I gasped.
It is uncommon of me to say this. I do luv band, but definitely not at this point of time! Ms Chan gonna conduct Epicus No.1 tmr, and you know wad! I had spent 2hrs practicing the 146 beat part and the 160 beat part...But sadly, I still cant manage to catch up with the tempo! Worst still, the keyboard that is used to replace the piano is very soft. And when the whole band is playing, the piano melody will be covered up by the rest of the band. If the enhancement speaker is on, a blurry sound will be produced, then the melody will be disasterous!

--This is my state of desperation!--

But, it's now 10+. I cant play the piano know, or else police will come and catch me! Lolx so the onli way is to think about the happy things around me! Like yesterday....I went NUH to visit my aunt and promised to go to her house and watch over my cousins--since it's promotion day todae! I went to slp overnight at my cousin's house and it was a gr8 fun! The two maple-d while I cube-d. Then I went to slept on weisheng's bed, and sadly, he had to slp on the matress.>.<>

Okays, I spotted this random quiz on Joey's blog, quite fun?! I suppose...

Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about you. (I've included some people who don't have blogs though.)

1)Huiting

2)Weisheng

3)Yueling

4)Vera

5)Peiyao

6)Daniel

7)ChoonHian

8)Yuanning

9)Dwanive

10)WanZhen

1. Who's no.6 having relationship with?[Huiting]

Yueling? Since huiting is her san-nai! LOL

2.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?[ChoonHian and WanZhen]

Errmm...I doubt they noe each other luh! But, if they are tgt, y not? LOL

3.What is no. 2 studying about?[Weisheng]

Primary 6 syllabus stuffs, he's is P6! Oh, and of course, he's studying how to play maple pro-ly and how to torture me well!

4.When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?[Yueling]

Now~!

5.What kind of music does no. 8 like?[Yuanning]

Chinese pop, music related to b.ball?

6.Does no.1 have any siblings?[Huiting]

2 elder sisters, 1 younger sister, i suppose. But, i am sure that her younger sister is called, Chu Jia En and just celebrated her birthday last friday!

7.Will you woo no. 3?[Yueling]

I am not a lesbian! Even if i am, she alr has pursuers that I supposed that are more suitable for me!LOL

8.How about 7?[ChoonHian]

He alr have celine,nono...no way--XD

9.Is no. 4 single?[Vera]

She is officially single, but she's got a 'husband' who's siying..and I dun think she is available...cos she alr had someoneXD

10.What is the surname of no. 5?[Peiyao]

Haahaa...easy luh...same surname as me! NG PEI YAO! HUANG PEI YAO!

11.What is a hobby of no. 10?[WanZhen]

Dance, i suppose though she's in band, not dance. But, she can get really groovy even in band!

12.Do no. 5 and no. 9 get along well?[Peiyao and Dwanive]

Should be okay at the surface...frens, but not those close ones.

13.Where is no. 2 studying at?[Weisheng]

BLGPS--Boon Lay Garden Primary School(: Hope that he will become my junior next yrXD

14.Where does no. 9 lives?[Dwanive]

Around jurong, near huiting's house, near JWPS.

15.What colour does no. 4 like?[Vera]

Oh No! IDK~! I think she likes all the colors, cos she is flexible in choicesXD

16. What is no. 10 doing now?[WanZhen]

>..<

--The End--

Gosh! Finally, it's over! Seemed like I dun really understand everyone very deeply, except for weisheng LOL now just let me end off with another blogthings test...

You Are An INFP

The Idealist

You are a creative person with a great imagination. You enjoy living in your own inner world.

Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.

It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close to you.

But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.

You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

What's Your Personality Type?

Bored...

2008-11-03T12:16:00.003+08:00

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like.

Who's The True You?

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well.

At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn.

Your Fixation: Envy

Your Primary Fear: To have no identity

Your Primary Desire: To find yourself

Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.

What Number Are You?

You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.

At work and school, you do best when you're researching.

When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.

In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.

Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.

You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

The Birth Order Predictor

*Omg! This is true!

Random Tests..(:

2008-10-31T21:51:00.002+08:00

You Are Cinnamon Flavored Gum

You are daring, active, and a little outrageous.

You crave adventure and novelty. You like to mix things up.

Your personality is extra spicy and larger than life.

You love to have fun, and you are passionate about everything you do.

You're definitely a fiery person, and you don't back down from a fight.

Most people love your fire - but you can be a bit too intense at times!

What Flavor Gum Are You?

The Movie Of Your Life Is Film Noir

So what if you're a little nihilistic at times?

Life with meaning is highly over-rated.

Your best movie matches: Sin City, L. A. Confidential, Blade Runner

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

You Are a Question Mark

You seek knowledge and insight in every form possible. You love learning.

And while you know a lot, you don't act like a know it all. You're open to learning you're wrong.

You ask a lot of questions, collect a lot of data, and always dig deep to find out more.

You're naturally curious and inquisitive. You jump to ask a question when the opportunity arises.

Your friends see you as interesting, insightful, and thought provoking.

(But they're not always up for the intense inquisitions that you love!)

You excel in: Higher education

You get along best with: The Comma

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

Your Common Spelling Mistake Score: 95% Correct

C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs.

You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...

What Language Should You Learn?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating

You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.

You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines.

You should major in:

Marketing

Psychology

Desgin

Cognitive Science

Economics

Photography

What Should You Major In?

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations.

Brainy and intelligent, you are intellectual to the point of being incomprehensible.

Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep

You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep.

Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy.

Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed.

Do You Get Enough Sleep?

You Scored an A

Your spelling is excellent.

You don't fall for common spelling pitfalls, and you spell almost everything correctly.

Do You Make Common Spelling Mistakes?

Your Spelling is Okay

You got 7/10 correct.

Your spelling is a bit of a problem. Your instincts on how to spell things aren't horrible, but you often make an embarrassing mistake or two.

How's Your Spelling?

You are Flat Sandals

Casual yet flirty

You look great in a simple top and jeans

Your look is approachable and cute!

What Kind of Sandal Are You?

Sports Day + HSM3

2008-10-31T19:19:00.002+08:00

--No lessons todae!--
School starts as usual, except that there's no lessons todae with effect of the sports day..when I walked into class, I saw dwanive at the door. Later we went to the washroom with junianti, kristine, vera, siying...etc. On our way up the stairs, we saw... ...saw... ...A DEAD RAT! I squeaked! Then when we walk to the grand stand, I saw... ...saw... ...an alive chameleon-size lizard, had a hard time figuring out what that is, and merely shuddered.
Recalling back, ytd during recess, a bird fly past me and its wings swept my legs! Urgh...that feeling is horrendous luh! I somehow figured it out that I have witnessed quite a number of 'animal-phenomena' these 2 days..lol
Didn't run for sports day, but at least did run for inter-cca sports heats. Cheered with huiting and Kristine. Wk, as usual, was very AA. The sports meet end at around 12nn with Minotaur as the champion house. However, I was glad that at least everyone--winners and participants--get to participate and get involved in such activities. I'm gonna sign up for more events next yr..haahaa maybe let say, 4X400m relay or 400m individual(:
Then, under the scorching sun, huiting, yueling, dwanive, yuanning, vera and I chiong-ed to jp to catch HSM3(High School Musical 3) at 2pm. Huiting and yueling, instead, went to watch the coffin at 2.45pm. They somehow regretted watching it as it seemed to be more of a romance than horror movie. Generally, HSM3 was gr8. Its last comeback as a finale show, as usual, was filled with many dances, songs, musicals in general. It was nice, with the main plot:We Should Have Our Freedom To Choose Our Routes In Th Future(: Starring, Ashley Tisdale, my no.1 fave singer....etc. This movie is gr8!
Home-d!

Almost Establish-ed>.<

2008-10-29T22:24:00.001+08:00

Yeap(: Almost done with this custom-ed blogger skin!
Will get it publicise in time, before the June Hols..(:
Today is realli quite an unlucky day for me):
Firstly, the button on my phone dropped again despite having it repaired just last weekend!
Then, I was told that I only had 5-cip-hour, and I had to stay back after the SC Investiture for another hour at the library...): Luckily, Huiting and Yueling accompanied me, and I had quite some fun!
Lastly, while walking out of the school, I felt for my phone. *Stunned! I thot it was missing somewhere and huiting, yueling and I were rummaging my bag. In the end, it was in my pocket afterall!
Blahblahblah...the day ends like this!

Test Test>.<

2008-10-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hiees(: This is my sixth blog!
Still working on this blog though...
After all those skins selections, I felt tired out and decide to have a come-back on a customised skin, instead of those under blogskins.com.
I hope that this can be an enriching site, where I can post my opinions on issues and share about my family and frens.
The previous blogs were rather emotional and written only from my perspective...
Though cbox, music player...blahblahblah..those are not up yet, I hope that your can give me some comments just below....like BELOW...>.<
Byees(:

18th step...lost count-ed..havent blog for a few days...

2008-10-25T23:13:00.002+08:00

Hiees(: Hasn't blog for days...
Firstly, I have gotten back a few papers this weeks n here's my results(from the highest to lowest)
1.History-->38/40[A1]
2.Geography-->69/80[A1}
3.Maths
Paper1-31/40[A1]
Paper2-57/60[A1]
4.Biology-->40.5/50[A1]
5.Chemistry-->38.5/50[A1]
Quite satisfied luh...especially for the sciences though those are the worst two subjects as compared to the rest. Cuz..if u rmb...the day before the sciences I had german lessons till 8+..n only started cramming at 9-12mn...zzz..glad that i pass with an 'A'..tyco-ness..madly 'tyco-ness'.
Then had cca relay run on friday...zzz..band(girls division) didn't emerge as any winner of any race though...I have to train on my stamina n speed of course..zzz..But was rather fun luh~! Can skip band n not play epicus no.1 That was gr8! After dat, i heard from huiting that ms. chan mentioned about the piano part being a solo with the xylophone in band for epicus no.1. Woosh~! omgomgomg...which means I have to play solo with xiaoxi..blahblahblah...i really dun wanna tuesday to come..i dun wanna play solo for dat..it seems fun..but ms. chan will take extra note on that part, n i will be really dead.! If i weren't asked to play the piano, then I would be asked to play the xylophones..it is always like this..zzz...which means, i can't escape from the solos!
Todae...went to outram with my aunts(: Went to change the outer covering n some parts of the N73 phone..ty to them(: Then went to Kinokuniya..the stationeries were nice luh! N i bought a file!blahlah...went home n only did si1 han2. Left with zuo4 wen2 and 3 reading passports by tuesday.
Juz went to ivle..n u noe wad..there's and announcement:'Yr2s who r interested in taking music as yr3 subject..blahblahblah..u nid a min. requirement of grade 5 for theory n practical in piano music...' Haahaa..can i go n join this module then?! Haizzz..this piano thing...! Piano for leisure..piano for subject, piano in BAND!!! argh!@ BB nites..i gtg le

16th step...school starts?!

2008-10-21T21:27:00.002+08:00

'RIng...Ring...!' I was out of the bed 45mins earlier to bathe!LOL
Todae is the start of school ever since the closure of the EOYs.
My bag was unusually light, there's almost no lesson! NO LESSON at all, i should say...
First was Chi. Brush Painting lessons and our course had alr ended, so we had free time throughout the 1hr20mins-session.(:
Next was PE, mr.keith was not here todae, so we onli went down to play for half an hour or so n came up for free time again!
After recess was chinese..quite a nice lesson! I LIKE IT! We watched 'The Soong Sisters'--宋家皇朝. It depicts a family that is greatly linked to Sun Yat Sun's Revolution--孙中山革命案。3 sisters of a wealthy household that were brought up in a 'high-class' family, taught under their father's wisdom and openess to the caucasian society. They were sent to England...or US for boarding at an early age of 8-10. 3 sisters each married to 3 different man. 宋蔼龄(the eldest daughter) was married to孙祥熙（财）--a wealthy guy，宋庆龄(the 2nd daughter) was married to 孙文（爱国）--the president of republic of china, who was largely faced with dangers n love his country，宋美龄(the youngest daughter) was married to蒋介石（权）--a soldier who thrives for authority then. I totally luv-ed it luh...
Then mr. lai came in for the next period. I was about to rub away those facts n infos of the china revolution on the whiteboard when he stooped me. I was stunned*. But later noe that he wanted to elaborate on the topic. Orh...cuz we are going to learn about the chinese revolution and sun yat sun in yr2 shyt!....I juz cant wait luh! [sometimes i feel weird havin interesting in all these politics stuffs luh..but i juz LIKE IT!]
Last period was Maths. Got papers back. Paper 1 was lousy, but luckily paper 2 was okay(:
Paper 1-->31/40
Paper 2-->57/60(:
Overall-->Around 86(:
Got A1, contented le...(:
Then CCA! Wanzhen sort of pulled me to the band romm 25 mins b4 band starts! We waited...Gotta a new piece todae...entitled"blahblahblah" cuz i forgot le>.
OKays i'm realli tired now...i wanna change blogskin! If u came across one, hope u tell me(:
Bugbee..

16th step...rain rain go away

2008-10-19T22:29:00.002+08:00

Todae was somewhat gr8, especially with the gang again. Huiting, Yueling, Junianti, Yuanning, Peiayo and YangSheng...Danz missing in action todae though...cuz he got Church.
I joined them at Jurong West Sports Complex half an hour later due to my piano lessons. Meanwhile, I heard that they ran 2.4km...haaahaaa i missed it though. Then went to around piano mall there(where ys said his aunt lived near to) to play badminton. Playplayplay....then slackslackslack....haahaa lotta's fun luh! A nice way to kill our time! Then went to McDonald's to grab a bite. Peiyao was damn funny when he listened to 'Virtual Barber', he really had lotta's expressions luh! Haahaa, then it was ys's turn to listen to 'Virtual Barber'. He was quite lag...haahaa but managed to understand though. We all called them 'a.a'-->Attract Attention. Haahaa(:
Then went to B.B court as usual where we borrower the b.ball from yuanning. And off we go to the court...
Upon reaching the court, it was all too hot under the scorching noon sun! Huiting, ys n peiayo played b.ball. Yueling, Junianti and I played merely walked around and discovered some mimosa(s)! Junianti was funny, cuz she was like "wor...so i finally managed to c a real mimosa in action!" I felt tired, and wanted to go home. So we all planned to go home, but cheated on the guys that we are going for a swim instead. They joined us, but was rather disppointed that we r going off at such an early timing! In the end, we somehow came to the conclusion of going for a swim after going home to grab our swimsuits. Off we go....
However, the rain came, thunder came..!BOOM! I did not turn up, yueling did not, junianti did not. Only huiting, peiyao n ys did. In the end when the rain was not that heavy. Peiyao called me if i'm interested to join them...Then later on, less than 5 mins later, huiting called me and said it was cancelled becuz of the never-ending rain. They ate potato chips there...n had some fun! Instead, I went to the supermart to buy some groceries with my aunts....
We're going for a swim tmr morning, hope the rain wont persist(:

--The End---

15th step...Zzz...

2008-10-18T08:03:00.003+08:00

Hiees peeps(: It is 8am now...went to boon lay market at 6 with my aunt. Reached home at 7 plus and helped my uncle to carry newspaper down for sale...feeling bored~.~ very BORED!!!
Even though EOY is gladly over, and I have enjoyed myself ytd, I am still churning for more fun n joy! I simply luv escaping into the wild and hanging out tgtXD No homework, no assignment, no tests, no activities, no tv programme...i tink i shall watch doraemon later since huiting, yueling n peiyao are crazy over it~!
Things to do todae...
1)Watch Doraemon
2)Load Kindaichi Shounen Vids
3)Maybe go to je to replace my lost, but not found ez-link card
4)slack..

14th step...the best day of my lyf(:

2008-10-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

Haahaa...haahaa..had so much fun todae! Totally undescribable...Anyway let me start with the end of the last paper! Todae's chinese last paper was quite okay...at least i managed to complete it on time! Then...after the paper, py(s)--peiyao, n junianti, danz, huiting, yueling n me chiong-ed to the bustop to take 166. We were obviously running away from somebody* haahaa..bet the few of us noe..haahaa XD Then we took the bus to dover n changed to mrt till we reached Bugis!
This is only the beginning of the excitement! The whole 'End of EOY Celebration cum Outing' lasted from 10am to 7pm! Woots...! Let me reveal the excitement!
Firstly...omgomg i feel enthu even recaping it!.....peiyao n danz went to change into their casual clothings while, huiting, yueling, junianti n I insisted on wearing the school uniform. We went to took neoprints tgtXD Peiyao n danz insisted on taking it with us, but we rejected...so they merely watched. The pics were quite funny...junianti looked comical...yueling has the masculine feel, huiting is adorably amusing...haahaa everyone was cute! Then we went to Kinokuniya to seeseelooklook...yueling was searching for 2 books: 'fatal seductions 2' and 'Cockroach'..she went to the counter n only asked for the sale of 'Cockroach' cuz we were wearing our 'LV' uniform...haahaa rv uniform n didnt dare to ask if 'fatal seductions 2' was available in case the cashier had any misunderstandings about the background of 'LV' students. Haahaa...then on junianti's rush n insist to return back to school for the 30th council meeting..we saw her off....gdbye junianti....However, sadly, she really missed alort of fun juz becuz of a sc meeting luh... Cuz...the real outing started when she left! Peiyao, danz, yueling, huiting n I went to KFC to eat... Then yueling n I went to share another packet of economical beehoon with fishcake..haahaa...lotta's eating n fun!
Here is the start of our 'Singapore Tour' with the gr8 help of our 'walking map'--danz! His map-reading n navigations was gr8 luh..without him...i think we would be very lost n would not have went to so many places....mind you..tis post is gonna be veryveryvery long! Cuz the journey was oso very long!
First stop...Huiting actually wanted to go to Bugis Street, but somehow we saw the National Library right infront of us n decided to go in! I muz say the lift was real fun! Haahaa luckily peiyao metioned about the lift..or i would never have tried it luh...from the 1st to the 13th floor...ours ears got blocked somehow cuz each level spams around the height of 2 levels in an ordinary apartment..which means..we actually traveled 26 levels up the lift! We went to the 13th floor tinking that it was the 李光前reference n memorial section...but unfortunately..ppl seemed to be having some serious meetings there! Yueling, huiting n I went to the toilet to try out our casual clothes since we felt like changing all of a sudden! Lolx! Huiting was damn excited to try out my clothes...then yueling n I thot of pangseh-ing her and made her the only one to change into casual clothes. But..my clothes seemed to be quite 暴露so huiting did not want to wear it n the trick did not much harm...Yueling n I then took a picture in the toilet! Haahaa...while peiyao n danz was watching the scenery outside through the glass panes. Danz even took some pics of it...some commotion here and there after that! All was fun!
Next destination...after much consideration at the cross junction of the traffic-light, we decided to go to chinatown...so we WALK all the way from bugis to chinatown~! We didnt really noe where we were going, but under the lead of danz, we managed to have lottas fun while navigating our way through...The whole journey is totally aimless, but we all kept laughing n really enjoyed ourselves even though it was aimless...Somehow i learnt that our outing was fun not becuz of the many activities, but the impromtu-ness in our plan n the gr8 joy that we had when we discovered our said smthng fun...TOGETHER! We sort of reached the Singapore River and peiyao 'attempted to jump into it' haahaa be past the ERP and danz said that we nidda get our cashcards ready to walk past it..haahaa joker! But somehow, we did not end up going to Chinatown! We past raffles place, city hall then reached the CENTRAL shopping mall...it did not seemed attractive at all, n after buying my drink, we set off to Far East Plaza by 190. Haahaa alort of sudden change in destination right?! Haahaa...XD
At far east plaza...we did window shopping...all were ladies fashion...n we were somehow teaching peiyao how ladies apparels are worn! Haahaaa cuz danz has a sister, which makes him familiar to ladies apparels, but peiyao wasn't. Peiyao was real funny when he commented the clothings in This Fashion. Haahaa lotta's new discoveries and fun again! We went to 7-eleven, yueling n I bought tom-yam noodles;huiting, danz n peiyao bought slurpie....and peiyao burped for the 3rd time after drinking the slurpie! Haahaa...
We then decided to head home at around 3+ cuz yueling had a movie date at causeway point and peiyao, danz, huiting n I wanna go play b.ball with yuanning...So we zoomed! And set off! Far East Plaza was quite a distant away from the mrt station..so danz had his ways again...we walked quite a long distance from Far Eat Plaza to Newton MRT Station! Woots~! Lotta's exercise!
Yueling alighted n danz let us c celine's pic n some other jwps's 6A'07 peeps! At blmrt, we dashed to huiting's house where I changed into huiting's clothes to play get into the right attire for b.ball and peiyao n danz was waiting downstairs....
It was alr around 5 plus when we were ready to set off...when we reached..we sort of past a stop n had to walk back. The guys went to the b.ball court first. Huiting n I followed yuanning to the sports complex to meet up with Joyce for the b.ball game...Long walk again....then when we returned...*gasps* we saw choon hian playing with danz n peiyao?! Later then we noe that choon hian was eating at the hawker centre there, n danz invited him for a game of b.ball...at first the gals were relunctant to play...peiyao n choon hian was having nice shoots n passes, especially peiyao despite his injury in his hand. Danz was real lucky to be able to shoot the ball from 3 point range i tink...Then we p.k. with the guys...yuanning was especially gd with shooting...The game continued like this...And ended at 6.30pm. Ch had his feet hurt while p.k-ing with other guys in the vincity n sort of limped home. Peiyao then wanna settle his dinner outside. So huiting n I accompanied him to the foodcourt...At 7 plus we all went home...
Nice nice day....best day of my lyf! Planning for maybe another b.ball game tmr and we gonna have a 'triumphlate' idk wad it is called though...at jurong west sports complex XD Peiyao, danz, huiting, yueling, yuanning n me are going this sunday...coool! Huiting, peiyao n i also agreed that we have sports activities every weekend,....so cool! We can meet like almost everyday...and have fun tgt!Haahaa..hope ur shared my joy tooXD [ps. oso refer to peiyao's blog for his post on todae's outing!]

13th step...)-:

2008-10-16T11:50:00.002+08:00

Todae's lang. arts paper was okay(:
Went home straight without going anywhere to makan or shop.
Tmr gonna going out with huiting, yueling n junianti to bugis.
Todae was bad.
My maid finally asked about my grandfather.
I told her, everything.
Em0tional...
Found that the piano was a gr8 venting machine.
Went to play it numerous times.
Feel'in better(:
But still can't forget.
Gonna watch kindaichi...bugbee>.<

12th step...XD

2008-10-15T13:01:00.002+08:00

Hiees...(:
Today's maths paper was okay(: Paper 1 simply..... ... ...alr minus-ed 6 mrks? HOpeless liao.
But paper 2 was quite okay(: Though I did not manage to get the bonus question right...but overall is okay. I dun really expect much for maths luh...80+ is ver gd lerhXD
Oh ya! Smthng nice to share! Huiting introduced the 'Virtual Barber' to some peepsXD It is a soundtrack of the scenario in a typical barber shop. The most wonderful thing is...! You will hear smone helping you to shave your hair and wash it! It is totally as if you were in a existing barber shop, just that it is in a virtual world! It works with an earpiece. Sometimes you will hear the barber click on the right side and then the left side...you will hear background sounds of a barber shop when the phone rings....manymany! The mostmostmost wonderful things is...there will be such a sound that gives you the sensation of having your ear drained with water...as if a barber is using a shower to shampoo your hair! It's totally marvellous! And yueling blue-toothed the soundtrack to me after that(: If u wanna..i can blue-tooth it to you too(:
Tmr is lang. arts paper, and I dun feel like mugging): Have nth else to do...n have slept to my fill ytd...I shall go tu-dou the series of galileo's adventure...Bugbee jys for lang arts too(:

11th step...happy again(:

2008-10-14T12:04:00.003+08:00

-- Depression? Shoo...! --

Haaha...tis is the first laugh ever since ytd's depression! I am feel'in free and happy again! Woots! Anw, I shall start from ytd...since too many things happen...huh? Ytd's history was okay(: I luv history luh! Then....unfortunately.... ... ... ...I lost my ez-link card the moment i board 97..miraculous huh? Then huiting, yueling and peiyao was like helping me to search for it...but --LOST NOT FOUND-- So spent more money than usual to take the mrt back to home and head to Bishan for 3rd lang again...srsly if anyone found it muz return wor...if anyone saw that picture of mine on the ez-link card just pretend it wasn't me.....haizz i dun wanna ppl to c my ez-link card, but i wanna it to be returned...

Okay..forget bout it...i noe someday, somehow, someone, will at sometime pass it to me(:

Next was to Bishan to take back my German results...quite disappointing..):

EOY-->71.87

Overall-->81.6

But was glad that my CAs and SA1 did help to pull up my mark to A1 luh...or i will realli cry for spending so much time on it, and instead pull my gpa down... okays one more subject to pull my gpa up!

Last destination...home of course..i was like trying to plan for ‘临时抱佛脚'-revision cuz i realli havent even started a bit at that time...depressed n depressed...the journey made my heart 'churn?' too worried to be bothered the other passengers...

Reached home at 8, started revision at 8.30...then i was even more frustrated when ppl told me that they have started their revision weeks ago...aws....feel so laggin for the first time eva! I managed to memo microorganisms, nutrition, some dichotomous keys, osmosis n diffusion...read through chem notes...that's it! from 8.30pm-12mn all the way...but i was glad that my 大姑keep sms-ing me...to keep me sort of 'awake' n encourage me... or i will realli fall aslp luh! This shows that encouragement is damn imp de wor...XD simply luv ppl who encourage me...hate snoobish ppl*

okay back to today...test is over! Bio is okay...chem quite sucky though..the free response damn hard...but i have alr predicted this situation luh..anws my chem is the lousiest amongst all subjects luh...I cant wait for friday! Cuz huiting, yueling, junianti and I are goin to bugis! Shop-shop then do flash tgt(: Cheer-0s! Then next monday is marking day..wa...can enjoy n i oso wanna take this time to accompany my grandma n have a 4-day-slpover at her house(: I just cant wait! Tmr is maths...though I am not realli gd at maths, but at lest dun have to memo like siao...can relax abit(:..suddenly tempted to change my skin again...will change after EOYs(: Bugbee

-- Depression? Shoo..!--

11th step...sianzz

2008-10-13T12:28:00.003+08:00

-- Depression in progress): --

Argh! i'm feelin so depressed! Although history paper is over, tmr is bio+chem! I totally hate science luh...luv bio, but hate chem ): I haven't even studying a bit...only rmb those that were revised for the bio module test! Now is...12.33pm...later still got 3rd lang...haizzz feel like pon-ing, but have to take my results back todae! 3pm must chiong chiong chiong out of the house to bishan alr...very sian really really...

I wanaa slp! but, dun have time to mug...

I thot ytd's depression was over, but today's depression was even worst!

History paper is okay luh...but i noe i won't clinched the highest tis time round...so dun pin too much hope on me...or i will feel damn disappointed..

I DUN FEEL LIKE STUDYING, I FEEL LIKE SLPING....

-- Depression In Progress )))): --

10th step... (:

2008-10-10T21:58:00.002+08:00

3 papers down, 5 papers left (: History on monday; Chem+Bio on tuesday; Maths on wednesday; Chinese Paper 2 on thursday; Lang Arts Paper 2 on Friday! WoOsh...!
I hope that things are :....and <on friday =.=
I am the 'last minute' typ'o person. Always mug last minute and huiting was asking like, how did u do it?
I think mugging is not just about memorising. Mugging means selective learning and UNDESTANDING this is damn imp. I would always spent some time to flip through all my work and digest them, then I will construct my own notes from my understanding. This will me to spend lesser time memo-ing :] OMG this sounds like 'mug-0 sharin' time!' haha!!!
Just finishing 'digesting' hitler's expansions slides and extras notes...i am luv'in myself for having done many notes during mid-year...haha can save my time to write notes Cheer-0's! I am luv'in myself for luv'in history too! Anws, i juz feel that i am totally luv'in myself for everthing today! Gotta new phone, my dad past it to me since he bought his i-phone...aws....later go n play with it! Next time can take many pics and post on my bloggie lerh :] Great-0!
Okays...hmmm ohs and i wanna thank huiting for the wonderful songs in her blog that helps me to concentrate better when i do my last minute revision...oO i must continue mugging...so that huiting will treat me $1-drink after EOYs! Okays jys to all peeps too :]]]]]]]]]]]

9th...

2008-10-09T15:45:00.003+08:00

Lang arts and chinese paper 1 are over! yay!
But i kept on *coughing* in during the examinations. This cough has lasted for days and it is still not away. Haizzz...shoo cough!
Tmr is geog n u noe wad! I onli studied a topic! yay?!
I am depressed. How i wish there is 48 hours a day...i nidda more time to prepare...i hope i can finish revising by today :]
I realli wonder why people keep saying I am pale or troubled or wadeva...those negative stuffs luh :[
Today, Lyneatte asked me why i looked so listless and pale recently .__. do i really have to explain? Some days ago...ms or said i looked listless and troubled .__. wad do u expect me to say? I merely told ms or wad she said was wrong, but...is she realli wrong? I feel myself getting duller n weaker...
Anws, i learnt smthng today. Yueling told me not to make any confessions and neither should i asked the person whom i admired who he likes....very complicated huh? anws, i find kinda relationship stuffs silly...is like smtimes two gd frens of opposite gender juz break off becuz one confessed and the other does not accept. Y not juz be frens foreva n let the happy times remain? I think, if u realli luv smone, it is not about confessing to the other party, but be with the person when he/she is low juz like a gd fren, but a veriveri gd one:] Y let a frenship end becuz of relationship? Nah kinda not worth it luh....
okays enough relationships stuffs...
Juz practised a few pieces on the piano..quite nice luh. I wanna play for vera, but the school's piano always seemed to be occupied..so shall wait...
Okays i goin mugging bugbees to all :]

8th step...

2008-10-06T19:13:00.003+08:00

"偶尔还会惦记你，心里没了你，觉得很空虚。我知道，只是一个无人能代替的位子，在我心里的位置。"--to my beloved granfather =D
Feelin ill and tired...
Slept at around 12am last night after recounting those happy moments with my ah gong. When i finally got into sleep. My stomach starting aching...aching...n aching....all i could rmb was....i was dreaming about the funeral procession den i had a stomach ache n the ache became a real one! All was terrible n i didn't manage to slp well. Woke up at 3+am n....*diarrhoea* ver gross i noe....I was calling for help, but no one answered. Then finally, my dad woke up n gave me medicine. Went back to slp, but i was feeling weak. I still cant manage to slp. Somehow, after what seemed like an eternity, I fell asleep. The next thing that I noe was....I am terribly LATE!!
The moment when I opened my eyes to my mum's call, it is 6.50am! I should be boarding the school bus now, but I just overslept. Later, I some sort of figure out the reason was cuz of my late nights these days n the horrible *diarrhoea*. I managed to take the cab, n reached at 7.30! lucky was not late =D
In school, my stomach was churning, ppl say I am pale...lucky i "survived".
2 results were revealed today... ... ... ... ...
Grammar Test-->52/60
Bio Test-->37.5/45
I must say that i am glad, cuz i am really bothered up these days...as ur noe n didnt have much time for schoolwork. 2 A1(s) very happy le:) Hope my ah gong can see my results, then he will rest in peace...
Today, not much hmwk for others, but quite alot for me
1. Chinese File [just done]
2. Bio paper[half done]
3. Script for chinese presentation
4. More Filing! n revision
BB i gotta bathe....cya guys

7th step...back to normal..i think...

2008-10-05T17:23:00.004+08:00

Today ended his suffering, cried, but felt great after that. Had a whole lot of fun after looking through past pictures with my cousins. I think, his departure made us value unity. Things are over. I really wanna take the chance to thank those who cared for and give assurance to those whom had endured the same emotions with me. Thanks to Huiting, Yuanning, Vera, Yueling. Junianti....many many more...And i luv u: Chelsea, Ashley,WeiSheng, Weiyu...all my dearest cousins who been through these days with me, my aunts, grandma...
Did some tests today, feeling that momentum of real life back again! True spirit!

You Are 60% Happy

You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.

You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.

How Happy Are You?

Your Life is Rated PG

Your life is pretty family friendly. The worse someone is going to get from you is brief nudity or toilet humor.

What is Your Life Rated?

Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing.

You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes.

And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad.

You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.

How Is Your Inner Child?

6th step...sort of lost count

2008-10-05T00:56:00.002+08:00

Yo peeps...
Finally blogging at...12.57AM! No joke...recently has not been slping well, but I think the rest of my family are slping even later than me...Hasn't been online, blogging and tagging for 2 days or so...missing everyone. Though I really wanna concentrate on my family at this point of time, I do not want to lose my precious frens :]
All I can say is...I learnt alot...more than anyone could ever think of. But I felt more responsible and I shall start to cherish everyone whom I noe right at this moment. Who noes what will happen the next minute? Everything is unpredictable.
Onlie two ppl are online now :[ My senior n Kristine, Peiyao just said BB and he's the only one I chatted online to these 2 days...very miserable luh..hope peeps can stay up late oso :]
I chiong-ed my hmwk alr, but revision is in a mess! I don have time for revision...but i must mug very hard of my ah-gong...his last wish is to see me in university...I MUST FULFIL HIS WISH!
Nites ppl, tmr is gonna be tougher.!

5th step...

2008-10-01T20:14:00.002+08:00

Feel'in better now...not crying anymore, but just couldn't smile.
It is very contradicting.
When i dun wanna cry, i feel sort of unfilial. But when i cry, i feel sort of over emotional.
Probably is cuz i still can't accept the fact that he's gone.
I never shall accept, he lives in my heart.
This is my 3rd post for today. I realli felt bad that I had over-enjoyed myself ytd, n neglected wad may take place today... If i could predict, i would rather not earn a laughter for myself n spend every moment I have with him.
I DUN NOE HOW TO FACE EVERYONE TMR. Is this fate?
Shall i tell vera, i dun feel like metioning at all, but i nidda her hug.
I feel bad wheneva i tell someone, is like, it's all too personal yet i am revealing. Is this an act of unfilial?
I DUN NOE HOW TO FACE EVERYONE TMR. & i srsly dun. What if ppl ask me bout it? What if ppl treat it as a joke? What if ppl just go over concern n goes around telling everyone bout it?....No more what if(s)...
Probably i'm thinking too much, i noe tmr will be fine. Tmr will be sunnier, n i will miss him more...hope i wont broke out in school, i hope not, but i wanna. I spent half an hour or so breaking it all out in my room. But, the feel'in was empty, no one was listening. It would be better if someone is listening, but i dun trust ppl. All i nid is a pair of ears.
Too much assurance from ppl just make me listen in disbelieve, ignorance from ppl just make me alone. I hate that lonely feelin. I dun wanna eva be alone breaking out again...

4th step...

2008-10-01T17:14:00.002+08:00

让我们闭上双目一起为我的爷爷祈祷。我终于领悟到什么是离别，什么是放开。当你懂得珍惜才懂得放开。虽然每当想起爷爷给我带来欢笑我都会情不自禁的哭泣，但是我知道只有坚强才会感动上帝。或许爷爷在天之灵也能感受到我的爱。
我们一家人都会很想念你的，只是不知道到几时才不会因为你的离别而哭泣。
爷爷是个很有主见的人，他不喜欢别人为了他哭哭啼啼的，我也不想。还记得在去医院之前爷爷把家里的大小事都处理得妥妥当当就是为了不要让大家为他操心。现在，我只有一个愿望，我愿能梦见爷爷。我曾听过电视上的某句话：“如果有缘，在未来的20，000，000年后将会化成晨星，再次相逢。”我希望能化成晨星，和爷爷见面。因为不能见他的最后一面而遗憾，但是也因此学习怎么放开。或许，这样子反而来的好。安静的离别，不留下痕迹。。。或许能就此停止他的痛。我不能让自私的我唤醒他的灵魂，我要让他走得放心。。。发奋图强，让他在上天之灵目睹我的诚恳。
阿公你知道我为了写想着一篇的话，鼓起了多少勇气吗？
明天应该就是爷爷的葬礼了。我希望我的勇气还能撑过明天。
今天乌云密布，大概是被大伙儿的泪水给铺满的。。。灰沉沉的。。。希望明天天气晴，希望将会无限地照耀着大地。
爷爷走了，我的心沉重了许多。背负的责任也多，现在只希望奶奶放得开。奶奶不时都会打来向我诉苦，还记得那天奶奶刚从医院回来，她告诉我爷爷病得很重她看了心很痛。我呢？也只能默默地聆听她的心事，自己默默地哭泣。爷爷走了，他的责任背负在我身上。他一直都希望弟弟能上进一些，懂事写。但是却未能亲眼看见弟弟身上小学。我知道，那将是他的遗憾。现在我的念书，得当“爷爷助”看好弟弟。
阿公你看着好了，馨慧一定会做得很棒的！

3rd step...

2008-10-01T13:34:00.002+08:00

我已经麻木了。未来的日子将会变得很空虚，他已经离开了我们。。。
Woke up at 11.30 tis morning just to learn that my dear grandfather had already... ...
What is this?! WHAT IS THIS?! It was just a couple of days ago that I have visited him in the hospital, with live n compassion. But...it's all too sudden!
He just....there were no particular reasons....how can you just take him away from me....I still wanna share my moments of joy with him...I wanna him back...I wanna you.......I noe that time could not be rewind, but I really hope it could. I wanna 弥补对他的亏待，我要和他度过我的将来。I still couldn't believe this....I WANNA CRY OUT LOUD!!!
I can still remember the times when he bought delicious fruits and food for me to eat everyday when I was living with him....he would always be the 'bossy' one and lead our family...everything was fine with him...i dunno how the future will be like without him......
It was this morning that he left...and i didnt even manage to see him one last time....is it a lesson for me to learn?...Is this fate or wad? Is this a joke? I just can't believe it...unless I see it for myself....No matter wad...he might be gone but I will uplived his spirits...“阿公我真的很想你，我真的和爱你。。。！”
No one can eva replace him.....I really miss him even the when he was angry with us....I just miss every bit of him luh....
I must struve very hard for my EOY and hope he can see my effort.....so far yet so near..i noe that even though he is gone...he is always with me...never away from me...never...never...never.... (took so much courage to write tis...)

2nd step...

2008-09-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

Yo peeps!
Happy that more n more ppl(actually not much ppl) is tagging! Looks like i nidda do more publicising work!
I slept till my full today! Slept at 4.30pm n woke up at 9.30pm! WoOts! It has since been a long time ever since i have slept to my fill luh cuz the previous weeks were jam-packed with tests ann hmwk(s).....
Haha...NO GEOG EXTRA LESSONS TODAY!!! Ms or had it cancelled and the ‘血帮’在帮主--junianti-- 的带领下一起chiong回家。So, Vera, HuiTing, Dwanive, Veron n I took 166 to jp and have our lunch tgt...nice n reasonable enough! B4 boarding the bus, Vera n the rest of the peeps were walking tgt with me...then if i am not wrong that yeeyangyang from 1B somehow wanted to 'cut queue' n dashed up infront of us....ver funny wor...I was like bs then i ask vera to follow me and we chiong forward...n we did manage to board 166 without losing to yeeyangyang
Anws, selamat hari raya puasa to all malay family n to my maid who is back in her hometown now...haha feelin random all of a sudden! Happy that there's no school tmr....happy!Maybe go visit my grandfather :)

The 1st step...

2008-09-28T21:32:00.002+08:00

This weekend is loaded with tons of homework i suppose.

Geography Workbook
History SBQ Practice
Maths 2006 Paper
Maths Practice Test
Chinese Compre.
German Revision (there's german paper 2 tmr....muz jys for myself n other german peeps)

This weekend is ful of ups & downs...

Saturday...I went to gh to visit my grandfather who just had his operation last earlier this week. His absence made me reflect. In the past, he would always be the person who 'nags' and give ppl calls to remind their daily routines. Now, the house is just a total silence without him...there is simply no live. It feels weird though, whenever i need him, he is just not around....i wanna him back....i really do miss him...i miss him alot and alot.......................I feel like shouting out '阿公！'Nah...i shall stop this...before i get too emotional luh...At the hospital, he aged. Imagine seeing someone who had always been high and mighty lying down restlessly on the bed, plugged in with many tubes...imagine the pain. He seemed to have forgotten that my maid have returned back to her hometown. And despite his ailing body, he asked,'did ur have dinner, did ur buy enough to eat?' My heart melted....

Absence indeed made the heart founder....i realised how important my grandfather is to me...I want to cherish him more than anything else.....finally, i have written wad i have always wanna say...i feel relieved, but my eyes...haha is wet! hahahaha..hahahahahahahahahahaha I really want him back!

my new image...the whole new me

2008-09-28T14:51:00.000+08:00

This is 'formally' my 4th blog since i have eva created one. After getting quite a few comments from ppl i still prefer to stick to tis skin that i have spent 1hr or so choosing... tis blog is rather personal cos recently quite a few tings happened...n i hope that tis blog can be a 'listening ear'...hope that ppl out there can c me 'grow' n be a happier girl-girl XD